假期生活part 1

这假期真的过得很充实..
天天都有事干..
哈哈..
首先,我的怡保之旅想必大多人都听闻了..
实际情况又是如何的呢?
原本我还想写图文日记..
可是突然想起照片在小金那边..
我还没有拿到..
所以..
大家发挥一点想象力咯..

第一天,
长途跋涉地到了美罗,也就是shawn的家~
结果下起倾盆大雨..
我们唯有到KFC避雨..
我身穿白衣,淋得几乎透明..
所以只好去换一件干的衣服..
吃了午餐后,我们便出发到shawn的家咯..
我无法相信shawn当时是没有驾照的..
因为他的驾驶技巧实在很纯熟..
胜过许多已经拿到驾照的人士..
不过现今他已经考取驾照了..
他爸妈的为人都很热情很好客..
每天都把我们当猪在喂..
天天都吃得好饱哦..
真的是很感谢很感恩shawn一家的热情..
当天晚上,我们就去My Gopeng Resort..
在那里吃火锅..
虽然昨天才吃了火锅..
可是一经比较后..
My Gopeng Resort的火锅实在太棒了..
KL蛮难找到这种新鲜美味而且真材实料的火锅..
然后我们就去了jungle night walk..
听起来就以为是什么普通的走山路..
那你就大错特错了哦..
由于刚刚停了雨..
山路不仅崎岖而且很滑..
我有好几次都差点滑倒..
幸亏有小金扶着我过去..
爬到一半时..
教练都强行我们把手电筒给关了..
这时大家都得互相扶持..
考验大家对彼此的信任..
就在这时候..
我们看见了萤火虫!!
我人生中的第一次...
这时我们突然想起Mr. Jerry说的小狗狗和萤火虫交配变成会发亮的狗..
我们大概爬了两个小时..
好累哦~
可是也算是很宝贵的经验..
我觉得这种探险,人生中起码要有一次..
那就趁自己还年轻就玩一玩吧..

第二天咯~
一早起来吃了早餐就准备去泛舟了..
泛舟是我一直都很想要玩的活动..
超刺激的..
有机会的话我还想要玩..
而且要超用力划..
我还划到手都有瘀青了..
不过这一切还算值得的~
哈哈~
由于体力消耗到一种很夸张的地步..
所以我们都去睡觉了咯..
然后晚上那餐真的超丰富..
因为shawn爸的朋友一家人也来玩..
然后他们还带了盐焗鸡和烤鸭~
都很好吃..
肉质都很嫩~
很棒哦~~
超喜欢的~~
然后拿两个小瓜就一直吵说,哥哥借我啦~~~pls......
哈哈。。超好笑的。。
我们就趁机会逃走。。
不让他们发现我们。。

第三天
基本上是要回KL的了。。
可是一直拖拖拖。。
结果迟了。。
就回不到。。
就在美罗过夜咯。。
今天我们先去了瀑布。。
很壮观哦。。
水很清。。
拿来洗脸真的很爽。。
然后我们还玩了一下射抢。。
我很没用射两枪就喊累。。
然后shawn爸还带我们去游怡保顺便载两个小瓜回家。。
我们还在他家玩了一下。。
然后就慢慢塞车回去美罗了。。

在怡保的这几天大概就这样吧~~
赫赫~
好开心好充实的旅程。。
感谢大家的付出~

im just a human..

i bukan tuhan tau tak?
tak tau tak pe..
i memamg tak tau macam mane nak attend 2 kelas sekali..
i tau u tuhan..
tapi i bukan..
tak mau cakap bukan2 lagi..
bagi u orang tengok schedule i minggu ni..


tu ITB-2 4.00pm-5.30pm.. dan class CIT-1 4.00pm-5.30pm juga i punya class..
mau pigi yang mana?
pikir sampai ong ong lor..

passport day~~

waking up on the super early morning..
8am reach damansara KIPPAS to settle the passport stuff..
this stupid things used up my whole day to do it!

here will be the timeline.. (presentation of PT) >,<
7.00am-8.00am wake up, makan, then sleep in the car, reached!
8.00am-9.00am finding where is the outlet and wondering where to take the form cause full of human being..
9.00am-10.00am at last we took the form to fill up and hand in, took a number.. 1451.. current number 1069.. omg!! 400 numbers to go..
10.00am-11.00am pergi makan dulu la..
11.00am-2.00pm sitting / standing to wait my turn..
2.00pm-3.00pm my dad mom bro go makan lagi..
3.00pm-4.00pm still got 100numbers to go.. but is me n my sis turn to go makan.. but we feel that we are full although we didnr eat much.. so we decide to have some snack on the opposit giant.
4.00pm-5.00pm at last we go to the counter and start "doing" the passport..
5.00pm-5.30pm finally took the passport.. then we fast fast "zao yan"..
5.30pm-7.30pm all the way jam till china town.. damn it!!
7.30pm-8.30pm finally dapat makan..
8.30pm.. i dah kat rumah!!!!!!!!!!!!!

because of the stupid trip, we have to waste up a whole day like this.. and what i really angry is the worker in KIPPASS is damn lazy.. cause, since you can see there are so many people waiting.. and yet they still can curi tulang.. thats why we wait so fucking long!! please forgive my rudeness.. thanks..

很累~

星期6超级忙。。
早上六点半就开始起床准备去上一堂很无聊的课ＭＯＲＡＬ　ＳＴＵＤＩＥＳ
超讨厌啦～
不过幸好不用穿那么formal..
我真的给他随便随便。。
t shirt jeans就跑进去。。
我去之前还想了很久。。
被抓怎么办。。
不过当我到了时。。
guard都不在。。
安心了。。
赫赫

我八点十五分就到了。。
结果还没有人到。。
只是看到俊华和几个不认识的人。。
然后大概八点半就进班了。。
人这时才开始来。。
也正常啦。。
我们的课时八点四十五分。。
不过老师九点才来。。
弄projector弄了差不多一个小时。。
就是１０点他才开始讲课。。
他用了半小时来解释moral和ethics的分别。。
说穿了就是在讲废话。。
剩下半个小时时间不多他也不想教了。。

然后就去了times square逛街。。。
当然先吃饭咯。。
因为大家都快饿昏了。。
没有吃早餐的结果啦。。
我们去了kenny roger 吃鸡腿～
很好吃涅～～～
到现在忘不了那个chocolate muffin..
赞哪！！　
还有那些side dish都很新鲜～　
很棒哦～～　
下次要带我家人去吃～～　

然后shopping隆重登场！！！！！！！
说穿了就是疯女人上身～～
不过未能尽兴。。
因为穿了一双烂鞋出门。。
我的脚痛死了！！！！！！

哈哈。。
一口气买了３双鞋子。。　
３双ＲＭ５０咧。。
买得过啦。。
管它什么的。。
烂了就再买过了。。
反正那么便宜。。
不过我还是很想要那双蓝色蝴蝶淑女鞋。。
哈哈。。
我取的名字好听么？
仍然处于兴奋的状态～～　
继续说我的战利品。。。
我还买了一件短裙～～
哈哈。。
我超喜欢这间店卖的ＯＬ服饰。。
都超合身的。。
原本打算买一套。。
可是那里都没有我喜欢的OL衣。。
都不合身。。
所以只买了短裙。。
然后然后。。
我还买了一套全身裙。。
赫赫。。
很OL式的。。
很好看哦~~
可是布质没有很好。。
不过无所谓啦。。
最重要喜欢~~
有买很多东西吗？？
其实还好啦。。

３双鞋子　　ＲＭ５０
１件短裙　　ＲＭ３９
１套全身群　ＲＭ２５
总共　　　　ＲＭ１０４

我觉得超值得的说。。
哈哈哈。。
总之很开心的一天～～

Dota 跟学习~蛮有趣的噢~ ^^

现在的学生多数都沉迷于DOTA游戏!
为什么不将学习当成是一种游戏呢？
其实玩dota跟学习是一样的~
试想想看"玩dota"，就像我们平时在"上课"一样

在 dota 里，我们就是其中一个持着武器的hero
在学校里，我们就是其中一名拿着笔的学生

我们所指的兵，就当他是我们要学习的东西；
必须杀了才会得到经验值，同样的，我们要去学才会得到知识

敌方的hero，把它当成是一个你很难score的科目
在游戏里，我们都会很努力的想把它打倒；
在学习上，我们也可以同样的努力去把它学会呀!

里面的金钱，把它当成是我们的时间
我们用里面的金钱去买东西来提升自己；
我们也可以用时间来做多点练习来提升自己的嘛~

当玩游戏时，我们都会到森林里去杀怪物来加速我们的升值经验；
在学习时， 我们也能到学校或补习中心去请教老师我们在学习上不清楚的

dota里的 roshan,当他是在学习上看死你的人
你要杀了它！就等于你要证明给他看，你是行的！
拿了aegis,你就不会被敌方杀死！ 同样的。。。
你得到好成绩，你就不会再给人看死了~

dota比赛 就当它是 考试
你要努力的去争取胜率！考试也一样。。。
当你输了一场 dota, 你自然就会在下一场时更加努力的赢回来
为什么学习时不能这样呢？？
在玩Dota的朋友们。。。若你要学业进步，可以视学习如玩Dota一样噢！

Semester 3

Started the last semester of foundation year..
it seems like there are all boring coarse..
today, i dont know why..
i damn emo..
haha..
not enough sleep?
flu?
jealousy?
tired?
haiz..
i also dont know..
tomorrow got to go college early..
so boring..
do the stupid video clip..
hope sem 3 can finish faster..
i need holidaysssssssss!!!!!!

FINALLY!!

FINALLY FINSH THE FINAL EXAM!!!
wow~
damn relax now..
right after the RMDS exam..
i went to PapaRich to have my lunch with terry, likken, yickheng and shawn..
but shawn is busying prepare for the BBQ night..
So, he keep rushing up and down..
but at last the BBQ night is successfully held in Fortune Park 5th floor..
although there are something happen on the night..
but i enjoy it..
and yet i didnt eat any BBQ chicken..
but terry's cook.. fried chicken..
is BLACKPEPPER flavour..
i like the most..
it taste good and delicious..
may be there is other reason of tasting good..
haha..
i know you get what i mean..

A pig is scary, how would you feel when you meet two pigs?

if you can understand the note means you are clever enough to become a detective..
haha..
if you cant understand the note means you are absolutely clever (acting pig to eat tiger)扮猪吃老虎

How would you define a wonderful night?

A wonderful night is you are absolutely safe on the night..
Do you agree?
My dream wonderful night is looking at my beloved to cook something for my dinner..
And having a romantic dinner with him..
it is such a simple job, but if you really want it to come true which is harder than what i think..
may be im still young..
and im really is a young girl..
why do i expect so much?

Why people are crazy for games?
i have ever crazy for games when i was form3 and form4..
that time i was only a 15/16 young girl..
and today i finally know im crazy for games in my 18 years life..
form3 and form4 i was playing online games..
for the previous years, i do play games as well..
the games do not mean " hide and seak "
is those electronic games..
i played and crazy for, tetris, super mario, jewel puzzle and a music game(太鼓达人）
haha..
the games that i played previously are stupid may be you will laugh at me..
but i think the games is full of memories for me..
Especially the tetris and super mario..
this two games are my grandmother teach me to play when i was a child..
she is a pro to playing these games..
and now.. im still willing to play these games..
hahahaha..

i realised that my blog today is all nonsence..
just ignore me..

复杂

突然心情很复杂～
不完全不知道为什么～
是我不想去面对～
我总是认为逃避比面对来得轻松～
所以我时常有股想要离家的冲动～
可是当我冷静下来我就不会这样想了～
感觉上我还是处于叛逆期的小孩子～
也许我的确是～
可是我想说我不想长大～
如果可以我只想当一个天真无邪的小孩～
成长只是个过程～
很显然它不是最痛苦的～
最叫人觉得悲哀的是我这年龄，不够成熟～
不够成熟的我家人总是担心我会被骗～
就连跟同学去旅行都不可以～
有时候跟朋友出去玩得比较晚～
我妈就开始连环追命call~
我在想为什么只有我有这种情况出现？
我朋友都不曾这样？
是他们的家人不爱他们吗？
还是我家人过于大惊小怪呢？
还是我表现的让人担忧？
我觉得我已经表现得很独立了～
这样的生活使我面对朋友都觉得有压力了～
我不敢想象我要如何面对以后的日子～
不愉快的事情，我不想继续说下去了～
各位，下次见～

Revision!!

OMG~
Next week final already..
But Im still not in the mood to study!
HOW???!!!
Going to die soon..
I only write out the notes..
If you feel that Im hardworking..
Then you are wrong..
Cause I totally didnt bother about my notes..
Im copy while watching television..
You can say that I dont know what m I copying..
I also dont know why Im copying the notes..
Whats the purpose of copying?
For memory?
But I dont think so..
Copying of notes is just to console myself that I have studied once..
Haiz..
Continue MSN..

超累也超开心的一天~

交了个台湾男朋友感觉很不错~
希望我感觉没有错~

今天一早去上课了~
去ronadol的课都是为了要听他说考试重点和ASSG~
原本打算不去的呢~
还是我做了个明智的选择~
开心~
小金写作能力超强的说~
两个小时写了两篇我们要交的ASSG作文~
全部人都在东改西改的~
他一口气的写了两篇~
赫赫~

然后我们就去会合YH和LK~
我们一起去plaza rakyat~
买他们会小岛的车票~
然后我们就去lowyat~
结果那群人懒到一种很夸张的地步~
从hangtuah 走去lowyat也要搭火车~
= =

到了lowyat~
先去买了speaker再买了滑鼠和键盘~
键盘回来才发觉原来是PS2适用~
然后要买个转接头~
狗狗滑鼠很可爱~
我很喜欢~
好像看到小金一样~
赫赫~
那袋东西超级重~
见了就心疼~

小岛来的都很好人～
帮我们提回去～
然后我们就可以放心的去看电影～
赫赫～
好白痴的一部电影～
之后就去吃饭～
虽然没有很好吃～
最重要是在一起的时光～
放心吧～
我会珍惜也很爱惜上天让我遇到你的机会～
感恩～

on msn @ apiit~

wow~
today..
i on msn @ apiit
wakaka..
so damn happy..
the line so smooth~
yay~
online happily~

18岁的生日~

18岁的生日虽然已经过了两个礼拜~
可是不写写怎么对得起自己呢？
还记得18号我跟家人去the garden吃sushi庆祝生日哦~
其实18号时庆祝我跟妹妹的生日的~
我19号，妹妹22号，差3天~
年年都一起庆祝的~

在扮美美哦~

我算扮好了~

哈哈~妈妈催了~还在拍~

在车也拍~

终于到了zanmai~

排队的情形~

终于有位坐了~

妈妈很认真地看menu~

等东西来就拍拍照~~我爸妈哦~~有没有很恩爱~

跟妹妹来张合照~~

我弟扮忧郁~~

5杯green tea hot~

我跟我爸最爱的鳗鱼饭~

妈妈点的~忘记什么名堂了~

弟弟的最爱~我却认为最不值得吃的~

5个人share share吃蛋蛋~好吃~

japanese curry~很香哦~

忘了名堂~不过很好吃哦~wasabi sushi~超好吃~

unagi哦~一来就没了~

salmon~没有人会吃~我跟妈妈吃only~好吃到飞天~

我们都吃饱饱了哦~
就开开心心回家了哦~

第二天~
还有庆祝哦~
不过跟朋友~~
由于我恨懒惰一张张照片上传~~
所以~
不好意思啦各位~

我的怪电脑~

哈哈~
大家的电脑纷纷中毒~
我的电脑相信也中了~
似乎查不出来~
难道detect到有毒的时候按了delete就没有？
这世上真的有那么便宜的事？
我也不管那么多了~
暂时还没有什么问题~
所以我都不管了~
等到有任何不妥的情况~
马上送给住在fortune park的大师解决掉~
那天我上网真的超奇怪！
电脑显示我没有连上网~
可是我还可以on msn,开mozila上网~
我print screen下来了~
给你们看看~
哈哈~


你看打叉的哦~上不到线哦~




我上了ＭＳＮ












我还上了ＦＢ！！
＝＝
超级无言＋搞笑！！

十月二十五～

最近因为是我生日关系～
所以很开心～～～
因为赶报告，考试＋presentation..
然后很忙～
没空写blog~!
赫赫～
可是在１０．３０PM
我的情绪陷入悲哀~
活了18年~
第一次给人骂没脑~
虽然知道她是为了我好~
可是无端端什么都不说。。
一开口就没脑~
然后一声不响就走掉~
这到底算什么！！
算了~
不要说了~

心情记录2009之第一篇

一眨眼跟豪认识了一年了分手了9个月
岁月真的不留人
这9个月我曾经以为我放下了
可是当我开始另一段感情时
我觉得我依然放不下他
至于现在呢
我仍然觉得一片茫然
我似乎对爱这感觉很模糊
我究竟是否依然爱着豪呢
也许是那段感情我依然充满问号
虽然很多人跟我分析过
可是那毕竟不是豪告诉我的
很自然的无法解答我心中的疑惑
就好像收银机那样
虽然大家都叫我不要理她
可是那么要好的朋友
突然就没有了
除了觉得可惜还会很遗憾
既然都是好朋友有什么事情不可以大家坦诚相见呢
感觉上我很久没有写那么好的华语
感谢小金的教导
无聊~
离题了~
说到小金
目前都还觉得他很好
我也很满意也很喜欢
可是我的一只脚已经踏下去了
另外一只却在犹豫不决
我就是那么优柔寡断
得不到朋友与家人的支持我就不敢踏多一步
而且我的心承受不住多一次的伤害
第一次被自己的爱人背叛
第二次被自己的超级好友背叛
我不想再多一次
在感情方面我总是呆呆的
而且我的人没有什么主见
曾经的失败让我失去了方向感
开始学会沉默冷静思考
比以前更加犹豫不决了
因为我很害怕一旦我踏错了这一步
我会终身后悔
简单来说
我超级缺乏安全感
我希望你能够给我安全感
我衷心希望你可以给我带来幸福
感谢你♥

Mooncake Festival Part 2~

Yesterday night, of coarse we have our celebration..
But in previous years, is celebrate in my house..
Due to families problems..
This year onwards I have to say goodbye with my old house! =(
So, we have celebration in my aunty's house..

Once we arrived..
We started to eat moon cakes with Chinese tea..

Durian moon cake

Chocolate moon cake

These two are the most special ones and the most popular moon cakes for the youngsters..

But for the uncles and aunties..

They like to eat

almond moon cakes..

Chinese tea we drink..

So we didnt feel too oily after eating moon cakes..

One thing has different from last time..

I used to playing lanterns and candles with my siblings and cousins..

But this year..

My cousins mostly absent..

And I just sat there and SMS with friends..

So damn boring..

T.T

At first I prepared to put pictures..

But technical problems+lazy..

hahah..

Mooncake Festival~

Today, Mooncake Festival..
Everyone knows..
But why you guys keep on dating me out on this day?
=.=
My family is a very traditional chinise people..
So definitely I cant out on today although I feel to go out..
But I really cant make it..
A bit sad..
Somemore my old pals invite me to her party..
T.T
I cant go as well!!

Yesterday,
APIIT MCN~
I missed!
Josh go kau lui, midnight MSN him no respond..
May be MSN-ing with those lenglui!!
Haha~~~
Leader perform.. I didnt c it.. Mentally support..
I trust you have done well..

Continue yesterday topic..
I said got a guy reload RM30 for me..
Today, he bank in for me!!
OMG!!
I really dont know what he is thinking..
What he want from me?
Im really scare of him..
But he seems like a goof guy..
Chinise says : not recieve a reward without make a merit

十月OCTOBER

Haha..
October now..
Means my birthday coming soon..
Yoyo~
But so many assignments!!
I haven done even 1 yet!!
**DIE**

突然想写华语了
Erm..
最近桃花运超级旺。。
我没有在晒命的啊。。
可是哦。。
很烦下。。
今天有个人就因为我昨天我给他看照片
就帮我进了RM30的电话钱。。
= =
很过意不去咯。。
可是他就坚持要进给我。。
我早上10点就收到了。。
无论如何
感谢您呀~~

我觉得我很幸运。。
我曾经以为。。
她的离开。。
将是我孤单时开始。。
原来这世界还是那么光明的。。
还是俊豪说得对。。
我应该要学习独立了。。
赫赫~
我就是那种永远犹豫不决。。
有一句话觉得100%可以形容我。。
“在家靠家人，在外靠朋友”
我从来没有想过要自己做任何决定。。
所以她的离开对我的打击是很大的。。
幸亏。。
我还有一群关心我的朋友~~
感谢你们哦~
赫赫~
我永远会记得你们的~

090919 大日子

大日子？
不是陈慧琳的大日子~~
而是我妈妈爸爸的结婚纪念日~~
而且是跟想当年一样的日子~~
九月十九日，八月初一
太难得了吧~
原本说好了我，妹， 弟一起请爸爸妈妈吃日本餐的~~
怎知下大雨！
妈妈没有mood掉~~
够力~~
结果我们随便去star village吃~~
哈哈~~
拍了照的~
可是我这种懒人哦~~
懒得连跟朋友去唱K 那篇日记都skip了~~
你说我还会上传照片么~~
哈哈哈~
很懒咯~
还是做功课好了~~
大家早安~

090917 Sunway Piramid with CLASSMATES

Today damn tired..
Morning 3am sleep..
7am wake up..
Caused I have promise to go group discussion with my group la..
Then I still late because of the traffic jam..
I jam around half an hour outside APIIT road..

**ITA**
As usual we attend the ITA class..
Purposely sit beside Jun hao..
But I really tired la..
So didnt play and of coarse not active at all..
Just listen what he and Louis bull shit-ing..

**PASS UP ASSIGNMENT**
1-1 Room4..
NO MS JEAN..
Then we called her..
She at 1-4
Finally pass it up!
But I didnt have much feelings on it..
Caused I still have a bunch of assignment need to do..
My God!!
Who can help me do some..

**SUNWAY PIRAMID**
Actually I also dont know why I look so moody today..
If Justin was there may be he can guess..
Until now, after sleeping few hours..
If I moody of tired..
I should okay now..
Unfortunately, Im still no okay with no reason..
Really feel like SHIT!
Damn no mood..
A fun and enjoy movie give me write till so moody..
Haiz..
Lets SKIP this topic..

**STUPID**
Do you ever scold someone stupid?
I did!
Today, when I watching the "WHERE GOT GHOST"
I keep keep scolding stupid..
Caused this movie although is scary some part..
But the majority is a comedy..
Everybody in the cinema laughing like hell..
Continue the "stupid"
Recently, I have realised that the one who keep scolding stupid to the another..
Which mean that the 'sender' is actually the most stupid one..
I dont want to speak out the incident here..
If you are interested..
You can MSN me anytime..
I could tell you the incident personally..
Caused I scare I hurt someone..

**I want FORUM**
***ByeBye***

090912 Right After Exam

12nd of September..
Somebody's birthday..
I didnt wish, I didnt celebrate, I didnt prepare a present, I didnt talk with her..
I dont know whats wrong..
I dont know is my fault or ?
Hmm, I just ignore this problem all the while..

So, lets talk some happy thing..

On the same day, we having the Malaysian Studies EXAM!!
OMG!!
Damn nervous..
But actually not so nervous..
Then why I said Im nervous?
Coz, I was panic when I came to Section A and B..
But at last I also came out confidently..

Right after the EXAM!!
What going to do?
Of coarse hanging around with my friends la..
Yeepee~~~~~~
We have taken the opportunity to hang out with Harry and Billy..
We were so disappointing that Josh couldnt join us..
And Josh had definitely missed the best moments in K room..

Firstly, we went to Sherrie's house to park 2 cute myvi..
And very obviously Billy lost again..
When I said I was regret that Im not in his car..
They started it again..
Fortunately he get the way to come lastly..
Then of coarse we went up Harry and Billy's car..
They fetch us to Sri Petaling LRT..
They parked car at there..
And we took LRT to SGW..
Sounds weird rite?
But it was definitely cheaper and easier to get there..
Last time we had driven to there..
We probably took nearly 2 hrs to get there..
Coz of traffic jam..
And the parking fees was so damn 'CHEAP'

4 guys.. and 4 ladies were sitting face to face..
Funny picture..
Unfortunately we didnt take down the picture..
Suddenly a malay women was sit beside me..
And Pooi Wan had been left at aside..
She was seeing something on her left hand side..
She was so concerntrate on it..
I was so curious that what was the shoe attracted her?

**Hang Tuah**
Walking on the street..
So hot..
I was listenning Harry and Billy's conversation..
I couldnt remember even 1 word..
But that time I felt that was FUNNY..
Huisze defintely asking me how long to reach SGW..
Keep keep answering..

^^SGW^^
Makan makan makan!!
So hungry~~
I got poor memory..
I had forgotten the restaurant's name..
I only could remember that the coffee is refillable and the food is tasty!
But I remember the road to get there..
In the restaurant, we sit as LRT..
But then we talked as 'cross multiplication'..
Haha, too bad for you guys who cant understand the situation..
Its the best word to describe the situation..

+.+Green Box+.+
yoyo~
We came at last!!
I was desired to sing k with them~
Coz I didnt sing with them before..
When I went into the K room..
I only realised that..
Harry and Billy were LIED..
They said they not really know sing k.. coz they went few times only!!
But, especially HARRY once he took the mic he holding till the end!!
OMG.. Is this dont know singing..
He knows all kind of song~~
Sing till he mad~~
wakaka~
And 1 thing i really fed up la..
Why keep saying me and Billy??
When first song 屋顶..
When I sing, Billy sing, YOU ALL stopped!!
And left me and him..
So embarrassed..
Not only 1 time..
Especially when 国王王后~~
really embarrasing la..
A high song you know..
Then you all dont sing..
Just me and him..
Then you all noob noob sit there see only..
So shy la~~

**Home**
Thanks for fetching me home Billy..

I reinforce, Billy and me nothing happen all the while!!

让男人都知道

其实很多男孩子都不知道，

女孩子在冲他们发火后自己转过身却在不断啜泣。

实很多男孩子都不知道，

女孩子从来不会真正去生他们的气，因为她是真的喜欢他在乎他。

其实很多男孩子都不知道，女孩子只会对自己喜欢的男生唠唠叨叨，

也只会对自己喜欢的人耍性子。

你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，她根本不会来在乎你关心你，怕你做错事情。

你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，她根本不会对你发火不会冲你撒娇让你哄她，

在别人面前她都是淑女。

你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，你根本就没有本事让她哭泣，

让她即使生气也不会超过2天。

而这一切都只是因为她喜欢你，而这一切都因为你还不够在意她不够懂她。

　　
于是，你们时常争吵，你认为她脾气不好，她认为你不够迁就她。

于是，你们总是冷战，你以为她不喜欢你，她以为你不在乎她。

于是，你们总是莫名其妙的彼此错过，也许擦身而过，本身就是一种悲伤着的无奈与幸福。
　　
要知道，凄美依然是美的一种，并且美的绚丽悲凉而沧桑，那是更加的美。

因为她喜欢你，所以她偶尔冲你发火，时常对你撒娇。

因为她喜欢你，所以她才会生你的气；

而又因为喜欢你，她才不会去生气很久。

你可知道，每个女孩子的心都是水晶做的，晶莹剔透，但是很容易就碰伤摔碎。

你可知道，每个女孩子都是不设防的，你那么轻易就闯进她的心，走的时候却只留下伤害。

她从来都不知道，这个世界上根本没有可以让她哭的人，

因为真正值得她哭的那个根本舍不得让她哭。

她会很矜持，
她会很骄傲，
她会很冷淡，
她总是嘴里说着你走开，心里却一直叫你留下。

你了解女孩吗?
　　
请你张开你的耳朵，
也请你打开你的心，
去听她心里真正的呼唤，
而不是她嘴里的口是心非。

她会看着你转身，然后她跟着你转身，当侧身而过的时候，

你看不见她的泪，滂沱在脸上心里。

如果你喜欢她，请你多陪她；
如果你喜欢她，请你多宠她；
如果你喜欢她，请你多让她。
如果你喜欢她，请你去听听她内心的声音，那是呐喊——请拥抱她。


在爱情里，总是彼此伤害，彷佛这样才能证明自己爱得激烈爱到轰轰烈烈。

可是，爱情里没有孰对孰错；

爱情里更加没有你比我多我比你少。

你爱她，她爱你，如此就已经足够。

不要试图让彼此的伤害，让彼此更加脆弱悲伤。

你们彼此相爱，你们需要的是温暖是幸福是甜蜜是快乐，不是伤害。

不要用沉默宣战，不要互不相让，

更不要什么话都不讲就冷漠离去。

要知道，你离去的时候，你的眼睛起了雾，她的眼角泛着泪光。

越是安静战火就越深，这是冷战也是彼此的伤害——

无论是怎么的复合，那些伤口曾经存在，抹不去。

请跟她一个拥抱，用你的拥抱去化解她心里的悲伤与眼角的泪水。

她喜欢你，她绝对不会拒绝你的拥抱，她只会害怕你的冷漠转身无声安静。　
　　　
请记住，相爱的人不要轻易宣战，因为冷战带来的伤害，超出你的预计。

也请记住，只要你喜欢她，没有什么是你接受不了的，

只要你喜欢她，就喜欢她的一切一切。

那么她所有的小性子所有的坏脾气所有的臭毛病，在你眼里都是撒娇。

也请记住，她喜欢你，她需要的不是你真的转身，她嘴里说着的也不是她的真心话。

她只是想你宠她，想你抱她，哪怕，没有道谦。

090911 @@

@@
really blur now..
whole day studying Malaysian Studies..
but it doesnt mean that i have finished studied lor..
so tired..

yoyo~~
tommorrow exam..
faster finish this exam..
I dun1 study Malaysian Studies di..
a really boring subject..

Actually Im just in a dilemma
But I already promise that Il go out with them..
Actually.. I want to go out with another gang of friends..
Hmm.. Nvm la.. I just stick with my plan..
I think tomorrow after the exam will be fun at all!!
haha~~
So happy and expecting hang out with Sherrie them..

090909 Happy Day

I missed!!
I missed the 9/9/09 9.09'09am!!

I released!!
I released from the stupid oral presentation!!

Now study!!
Now study Malaysian Studies!!

090908 Today~ Something Happen~

Be Yourself.

Why do I said so..

Many people suffer from gossip..

Even Im one of the victim

But I still live happily ever..

Why can I do this?

I no feelings?

Nah~~

Im human of coarse I have feelings..

But Il take it easy and listen it as a joke..

Then you can laugh with them..

And forget bout what they talked..

Sometimes,

They didnt mean what they have talked

They didnt know you mind that

So, just do back the same thing

Dont mind it

And SMILE with them

:)

090905 Presentation Day

今天是Presentation的重大日子
更是忍帮的大日子
我miss了很多精彩
不过
Presentation后来发觉老师只是在看看笑笑
原来没有记录分数
全部满分
早知道
我不去啦
我就以为他有算分
气死我
不过也很enjoy
认识到diploma和degree的帅哥
赫赫

Leader aka Harry Potter
哟哟
他超像Harry Potter小时候
他洋名Harry
他人就呆呆很爱笑
而且人很好
不会生气的
一直都笑笑
还为了这个role play付出了很多
看得出他很用心
辛苦你了

Billy
是Harry中学到现在的朋友
好一段友情
羡慕
他人也好好的哦
hui sze 硬要我上他车
我似乎不认识他那时
我也不知所措
就上车傻笑
还好他会跟我讲话
不会冷场
他还很gentleman
会等女生的哦
哈哈
因为还蛮少男生会这样的
他还载我们回家
好人好人

Josh
哟哟
没有什么讲到话
印象最深你说你中头奖
哈哈哈
可怜可怜
还好你带这话题出来
不然就尴尬了
还有是你好记得我的名字哦
哈哈

Kai
没有去哦
孝顺的孩子
哈哈哈哈哈

然后自己人不讲

然后其他的没有去没有什么印象

090904 没有上课的一天

没有课的一天心情特别好。。
睡到自然醒。。
吃了brunch就开始收拾我的房间。。
心情就是特别好。。

最近我不晓得我怎么了。。
心情总是很好。。
以往我都会想他。。
就算跟坦克在一起又怎样。。
我的心还是想着他。。
我最近似乎变了。。
L君的出现我仍然想念着他。。
可是我不再一个人在夜里默默流泪。。
我而是快乐的跟L君分享我跟他的点滴。。
L君刚刚分手。。
心情很不好。。
我这个爱情的失败者竟然安慰起他来。。
我平时最多只会说我是失败者帮不了什么。。
这次我没有。。
我很努力的想另他开心。。
我到底怎么了。。
为什么我心情总是那么好。。
上网了。。
我总是期待我跟L君在MSN的聊天。。
难道我算放下了他？
可是我现在的心情一点也不想接受任何人。。
我虽然开心。。
可是一有人跟我告白。。
我并不开心~~
我还有点生气。。
我不想得罪人。。
所以我都直接不理他们。。
我真的不晓得我该如何是好~~

090903 Final Destination

Today..
is really busy man..

First..
I woke up late..
Thats why!!
I always tell myself to sleep early!!
But..
I cant!!
Everyday my dad mumble me to sleep..
At the end..
I still sleep at 2am or 3am..

Second..
After the ITA class we plan to out for lunch..
We ate at MCD..
yoyo~~
cheap yeah~

Third..
A bit rush back to enterprise 3..
I thought i was late..
Actually..
I was stil EARLY!!
You know..
The leader said rehersal start from 12.30PM!!
But the rehersal start on 2PM!!
You know..

Forth..
We went Mid Valley for Final Destination..
You know..
I told leon I go find him at 2pm..
The XX leader and friends come at 2pm..
REALLY!!
Then then..
At last i went down to meet them at 2.30pm..
They really good la..
No role play practice..
Keep playing there and wait us..
I thought that leon would ask me go to watch myself..
So many people waiting us..
Haha..
Damn happy..
I hyperactive after the show..
Untill now leh!!
All my fren who msn-ing with me right now..
Said me sot jor!!

I want shopping tomorrow..
Who can go with me??

090902 Merdeka Day~

Intro a bit first today is the ghost day(鬼节）
My sister looks so scare today..
Thats why she is bathing now..
Normally she bath at night..
I think she will afraid of ghost..
And she told me just now that she going to sleep earlier..
Because today may be a scary night..
But actually I want to say about Merdeka Day which I missed to post on yesterday..

One more thing before the Merdeka Day~
Which is all group 1 started to present the public speaking on today..
Thats why everybody is nervous and panic..
No wander this morning is a bit quite..
Fortunately its not at night time..
If it is at night time..
Imagine that everybody is so quiet and busy memorising the speech and today is the ghost day..
WOW!!
What a great night..
Hmm,
Actually not all of us has well prepared for the talk show..
Thats why we all nervous..
Included me myself has not well prepared yet..
Because I just suddenly change my title..
from Benefits of Optimism to Easy Ways to Remember Birthdays..
At last the nervous moment came..
Few of us has ran away..
Just one more step on it..
Why they ran?

Okay~
Too much out of topic..
Back to Merdeka..
I do not have great passion on my own country..
But you cant say I do not love my country..
Im just somewhere in the middle..
When you see my title..
And so far what I wrote..
It seems that I really celebrated Merdeka Day..
And sure I do have some feeling about it..
But.. Unfortunately.. Its all the other way round..
I did not celebrate Merdeka Day on 31st of August..
It doesnt mean that I celebrate it on the other day..
On the 31st of August I went back to Kajang to visit my grandmother as usual..
But something different which is..
We continue to having dinner with my grandmother and relatives..
Then around 9 something..
We went to Ceria Box..
Of coarse karaoke la..
We sing till 2am..
Then we have our supper on the mamak stall untill 3am..
OMG!!
Im still very hyperactive that time..
Haha..
For sure I didnt sleep when I reach home..
But i couldnt online..
Because, if I online definitely get scold from my parents..
So I slowly and enjoy my nice midnight bathing..
Then i went to bed aroud 4am..

090901Break up

Hmm..
I break up with him for 3 days..
Why?
So many people ask me this question..
OMG..
Somemore my former boy friend also come and question me..
Actually..
We have a lot of problem between us..
But he didnt notice it..
And I told him before..
Then he choose to ignore all the problem..
And I chose to escape it..
I felt I have been release..
So free now..

I have forgotten to publish it~
Thats why today only post~

090830 BBQ Night

wow..
Raynor's open house~
Actually I dont know the purpose of going his open house..
Because is actually his brother Raymond's Birthday party..
But then I still going..
I off9 at 4.05pm..
Then i slowly bath..
I didnt notice that my phone had rung so many times..
Is called by Raynor..
OMG!!
He is arrived!!
And Im havent prepared to go yet..
Then i quickly change my costumes and ran down to Old Town..
Terry and I in his car..
We arrived so early~~
5.15pm we have arrived..
And of coarse we are the first guess..
Then boring sitting in the living room with the scary dog and talkative Terry..
Since is too boring of sitting there..
Raynor invite us to his room..
WOW~ neat and tidy room~
Compare to my room..
Mine is messy and dirty..
Haha..
Yoyo~
Then, raynor, terry and I go for a walk around Raynor's house..
At last carol, leon, aya, louis and his cousin came..
People grabbing foods..
Suddenly, left us BBQ-ing only..
I also dont know why..
Then Terry so gentle..
BBQ for us..
Leon so..
Only BBQ for Aya..
Bad and Evil Leon..
After eat, we went up to Raynor's room..
Lots of fun there..
They used Carol's name to msn Yik Heng and Kawai..
Kawai of coarse can notice that not Carol..
But Yik Heng seems like a bit blur..
But he knew at last..
Then Leon, Louis Terry keep F**king each other..
OMG!!
18SX~~
Haha..
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Then its time to sing birthday song..
We went down..
After singing, eating and playing..
Then we went home..
Leon fetch me home..
Arigato..

090827New Look

New look of my blog~
haha..
Recently, I have the mood to slowly decorate and editing my blog..
And of coarse I'll always update my blog..
Now, I have change my mind..
I would like to let my blog open to others..
Last time, I feel that, this is my privacy, I do not like people know I got a blog..
But the main reason is I do not want people know my private feelings..
Why I change my mind..
I also dont have the actual answer..
Im alwiz like that..
Think this think that..
Dont know what myself want..
Actually, Blog means dairy right? Why we must let people see our dairies?
And I dont know why people scolding in their own blog and let everybody see it?
Hmm, may be they have some fun on it..
But Im still wavering to show my blog to all my friends..
In the same way, I have given my blog link to few of my friends..
I dont know what I did is right or wrong..
May be I too mind about how people think of me..
Because friends and family is important for me..
I cant lose either one..
May be Im really the wrong one..

090826 A Rainy day

Today, so suddenly I have to talk on the class, but Kawai took over the post and talked in front Miz Jean.
I not really like the Miz Jean, because she is.. Erm.. dont know how to say.. Just a feel..
After the class, I was realised that the sky was so cloudy.
I was so worried that it would be heavy rain while I am waiting for my dad.
As the result, what I have worried, its come true.
I quickly ran back to Enterprise 3 to wait for my dad.
By the way, I have been waiting for my dad an hour with her.
In the same way, we did not talk more than 3 sentences.
I did not know why our relationship would become like that.
I felt so dissapointed on her just now, because she called her mom to fectch her when the rain starts.
This shows that when we are facing a problem, she will not choose to face and solve the problem with us but she will face and solve by herself and she will definitely leave us with the problem.
Until today August 26, 2009 I only notice that this is how she treat her friend.

===================================================================

After writing this negative message, I feel that I shall think from her side, may be she is rushing of time.
I shall not blame on her so much.
She is who she is.
I can not change her.
Just let it be naturally flow.
I think I must train myself to become robotic.
Then, I do not have any feelings so that I need not worrying about this again.

090825 college life

I have started my second semester for quite a long time~
Hmm, a lot of things have changed~
What have changed?
Friendship..
Erm..
Dont ask me why again~
Today 4 people asked me the same question~
But I answered in 4 different ways~
I really dont understand that why both of you dont like me~
Now, I decided I dont mind that you see my blog and I dont care what you think of me~
Im who am I~
You just continue as you like~
I will continue enjoy my wonderful college life~
Dont have much mood to write~
Just stop here~
Bye~

090808 满月

2day i having malaysian studies quiz..
but i reli din study at all..
fri nite i jus c ta 1st chapter..
thn in my mind,
oh.. ta history..
thn i straight close liao..
no study..
coz no worries..
my history knowledge quite good mar..
thn reli..
ta quiz total 20 Qs..
i correct 16 Qs..
so means i wrong 4 Qs..
haha..
so happy nerh..
i tot i can go di de..
dim zhi ta lecturer teaching leh..
so swt man...
msn suddenly lost connection..
chatting vf fren half way de nerh..
chisin wan nerh..
thn i late go c darling..
giv darling wait me so long tim..
his plan gonna change too..
feel sorry nerh..
late nite di..
papa scolding..

090801 终于决定了

终于做了个决定
决定了要换班
每天对着她们两个都很悲哀
很开心
所以我终于听我朋友说要换班了
赫赫
开心
很爽
可是要怎样才可以不必载她呢
还是继续载呢
不晓得的说
赫赫
就这样吧
换了发型
换了新的感觉
不错下

今天去上课
无聊死
1个小时上完两个小时的课
哈哈
然后就回家
没得逛街
朋友要回吧生回怡保
鳗鱼又不可以
悲哀
那下个拜五咯
赫赫
不懂鳗鱼可以没有
等下问他
因为我真的想shopping买衣服
赫赫
可是我怕遇到她们
应该不会吧
赫赫
开心就好咯

这个礼拜要回外婆家帮忙
神诞到了
唉
悲哀
闷
今天晚上就要过去忙了
不知道是要忙多久呢
见不到老公了呢
想你的说
唉
我也想出
可是真的不能
过了神诞就可以了
赫赫
想老公

090724 考完试了哦

终于考完试了呢。。
可是明天还有课了呢。。
malaysian study呢。。
不是很想去呢。。
可是我skip了3个礼拜。。
所以。。
明天死死去咯。。
感觉很悲哀哦。。
一定很闷的咯。。
闷死了咯。。

今天一考完
不能回家睡觉
妈妈1点半才来
结果我打算自己回家的
然后给我朋友叫去mid valley
身痒
只有20块也敢出门
顶了2个礼拜没有用的红纸
今天
换来3张蓝小纸
你们说值得么
可是去吃了很久没有吃的MCD
哈哈
怀念
上次吃MCD是第一次见到老公的时候
很久了啦
order了才想起我今天有亲戚来
无言
搞到肚子痛了现在
你说怎么好
老公哦礼拜可能我会没有什么心情如果在痛的话
先说声不好意思咯
我朋友会以为我生气的
因为我不说话
可是刚刚我很多话
不懂做么
可能我太久没有跟他们说话吧
然后我们买了礼物给baby
是链链哦
手链，脚链，颈链
3条哦
不过才10块
结果我跑去选耳环
还选了很久
因为我都差不多喜欢
3对10块
哈哈
蛮开心的说哦
然后就随便逛逛就搭巴士回家了哦
赫赫
然后走路回家
很够力晒哦
弄到我整身汗
快快休息等汗干就去冲凉
结果说要睡觉都跑来开电脑
哈哈

然后老公篇
等巴士去mid valley那时哦
一点多
每次一点20左右老公的信息就到的
今天等了很久都没有
失望
以为老公不会信息我今天
哈哈
谁知3点46分
我在巴士上
回家哦
老公来了
哈哈哈
开心的说
最爱的老婆
哈哈
开心
so sweet nerh
没有抱抱哦
哈哈
想你的说
然后你接
我何尝不想
顿时无言
哈哈

090721 今天在家呢

昨天考了ＯＳＥ
今天一早起来读书
开了电脑就偷懒一下
看了鳗鱼的部落格
感觉她傻傻的
跟我一样爱乱想
现在没有事就好了哦

闷闷不乐中
喉咙还很痛
刚才一时忘记了
还去冲了milo喝
这是我的习惯啦
我最喜欢喝了
赫赫
改不了嘛
可是很热气
不过好过我喝咖啡啦
是不是先
赫赫

要读书哦
很懒哦
有点累累
妈妈说我不做运动会很肥哦
她自己又没有很瘦
我难得瘦了
她还一直要说我肥
自己血压高
医生叫你做运动就做啦
假假要我陪你做
我还有游泳的说
你没有哦
我还有要呼拉圈
你没有哦
没有运动还整天煮虾吃　
你的胆固醇不高就假

老公
想你的说
在做工
好像已经到放饭时间了哦
赫赫
吃饱没有
回不到你信息
可是我还是会期待你的信息
是不是很像傻婆
鳗鱼他们早一通完一通的
好像在谈虚幻爱情
我不喜欢的说
我每天只希望快快见到我老公
这样我就很满足了哦
赫赫
我妈妈说我人太容易满足了
什么都不追求
没有上进心
我觉得这叫不贪心
做人要自足啊
好了
我要读书了哦
>m<

090718 浪漫夜游一整晚

很开心的说
原本以为妈妈不给我出
原来她给的哦
很开心哦
早上去看我的junior比赛哦
他们很棒哦
赢了呢
很棒哦
都很齐哦
如果去参加zon bangsar我一定回去练你们
不管多辛苦我都会回去的哦
终于扳回一城
很引以为荣
果然是我的ＰＢＳＭ
超爱你们
搞camp记得叫我回去咯

然后哦
我５点就出门去搭巴士
准备去见老公哦
然后哦
我等了１小时
巴士都没有一辆
不爽了
跑去搭的士
的士佬就说什么那个bukit jalil有球赛
原来
生气哦
然后哦
他就载我去salak south咯
第一次去搭咯
怕怕下咯
然后快快ＳＭＳ老公看下
然后傻傻的就到了咯
还要等哦
也还好
一下火车我就心想要不要走过去的哦
因为很多人走那边
后来想到可能他们转车
就没有走了
就在那边等
哇
蚊子多到
我一直在那边跳来跳去
像傻婆一样
然后你就call我说你到了
原来真的要走过去的
然后就看到老公了哦
很开心哦
结果我们傻傻不会路
两个乱乱兜咯
然后我竟然回到我那区
好笑到
早知道我不用浪费７块咯
然后浪漫的游车河从天亮游到天黑
都还在游
原本不饿
都游到肚子饿
两个肚子饿得眼睛蒙蒙
竟然跟stadium擦肩而过
结果算了
再绕就下巴生吃肉骨茶
不然就去吃怡保河粉了
哈哈
结果我们很快就回到ＫＬ了
到我家先
当然没有回家
我们去了不知道哪里吃火锅
蛮不错的说
可是没有我吃火锅最喜欢的海鲜豆腐呢
有点小失望的说
然后老公还抱抱我的说
好开心哦
好喜欢老公抱抱的说
好喜欢的原因是老公的身体很热哦
哈哈
所以抱到很爽咯
希望还有机会哦
赫赫
很开心的一个晚上
期待这个星期的约会
爱你哦

090717 开心还是难过？

今天回去看我的junior..
他们都有进步了。。
很好噢。。
很开心的说。。
然后我跟justin去喝茶。。
哈哈。。
幸好他请我喝。。
不然我没有钱给。。
因为我没有带到钱包。。
傻傻的。。
出门没有带钱包都可以。。
厉害到我。。
然后我跟他说我有男朋友的事。。
他也跟我说他有女朋友的事。。
哈哈。。
他还叫他女友开webcam给我看。。
我说很美哦，你赚到咯。。
然后他竟然说不要看她脸尖尖的。。
其实她很肥~~
够力。。
这样说他女朋友都可以的。。
justin这个白痴佬哦。。
竟然带两个laptop出门。。
结果他一个我一个。。
一起上网。。
网速不错下。。
没有想到。。
然后跟大家在group chat水~
哈哈。。
时间很快过。。
然后我就回家了咯。。

没有想到回家上线不久老公就来了呢
赫赫
很开心的说
话说突然上不到ＭＳＮ是很气的一件事
很气一下咯
很无言咯
为什么MSN喜欢作弄我
好悲哀的说

090716悲哀么？

几天没有update了
因为我都同样觉得我很幸福
很庆幸他一直都在
今天写当然不是因为他不在
只是因为我多了一些感觉
我怕把这些感觉忘掉
我赶紧写了下来
因为我不想忘掉漏掉你的任何东西

突然觉得自己好像越来越想你的说
不晓得为什么
感觉逐渐强烈
因此很多事情我都更在乎了
昨天给鳗鱼反问了一句
她说难道你不会想听他声音么
看了她这句
我第一个反应是傻眼
因为我跟他在一起
我从来没有想过要跟他讲电话
顿时不晓得要怎样回她
我就乱说了一些钱的问题
一直想为什么我没有要听他声音的欲望呢
为什么我只期待他MSN那刻呢
好奇怪哦
以前我会像鳗鱼一样怪自己的男友没有打给自己
为什么这次我不会呢
我一直说我长大了
我真的长大了吗
可是我发觉我的欲望不是在听声音
而是我会特别期待每个拜六礼拜
因为可以见到他
这个礼拜比较不一样
虽然说早说好了这个礼拜不出
可是却突然因为彼此的想念而打算出了
后来都因为各自有各自的忙不能出了
原本很兴奋
却因为一句我的心情跌入谷底
算了吧
打起精神读书好过
期待我考完试那个星期
或许我要的不是那不切实际的声音
因为我要的是见到我的爱人
好悲哀哦
好想见你哦
唉

090713 去mid valley

今天原本打算在家读书的
雯琦叫我去mid valley唱K
我就出了
因为好久没有跟她聊天出街了
还不错开心下咯
然后
天大雷劈
老公泻肚子了
为什么会这样
你吃了什么来
竟然还去工作
你不会泻到没力
怪人
我知道你会少100块
可是不辛苦么
疼疼你哦
唱Ｋ都没有什么心情
我没有把我恋爱了告诉我朋友哦
我不想跟她说
等下她又来乱说话
唉
算了
不要理她了
老公
你怎样了呢
又说晚上聊
还不见你来
还在泻么
担心你哦
我可不可以信息你呢
担心你的说


刚刚读了鳗鱼的部落格
她占有欲很强的说呢
我以前也是这样
有意思
怎么那么像我呢
鳗鱼小姐哦
要捉住男人的人
不是消极的埋怨
不是一味地抱怨
而是体谅
你要站在他角度想
不要一直认为你付出了他就应该回报
如果爱情真的是卖菜那样可简单了
既然都那么爱他了
就学会体谅跟付出
我相信他能感觉的出
他会有回家的一天
毕竟大家还只是一个孩子
给点时间大家慢慢安定下来
还有哦
既然那么爱他
不要希望自己能够改变一个男人哦
那是不可能的哦
如果你想要他改变那你要重新考虑你对他的感觉了
就好像我
我不会想要ＴＡＮＧ为我改变
因为我就是喜欢这样的他
改变了就不是他了
我也不喜欢了哦

090712 Taman Permaisuri

心情
aiyer
今天真的去了哦
沒有想到呢
好開心哦

情形
我自己搭LRT
aiyer
我很笨哦
沒有搭過轉車的說
就亂來買了chan sow lin
原來直接買miharja
好害羞
竟然買錯了
還好我還會跟老公說
然後原來我三姑姐的家就是愛人住得flat那邊
哈哈
我回家的時候才知道
很笨哦
然後我們傻傻的摸路去
結果老公說應該到了
可是我看到是體育館
尊孔還有運動會
然後我們都不懂是不是Taman Permaisuri
管它吧
有地方走走看看就好了
亂走
真的很大
美就還好
芒果還說很美
傻傻的
然後走了累了就走下聊天
聊好久哦
傻傻的
哈哈

感想
我們
又過了
充實又幸福美滿
的一天
赫赫
好開心的一天哦
不懂几時還可以這樣出了
都要考試了
悲哀
我不要考
哈哈
傻傻的
真的好開心的一天
想你

090711ＴＳ一日游

前夕
今天是很值得期待的一天
我为了消眼袋
特地早早睡觉两天
结果昨晚我１１点进去睡
结果睡不着
挂住老公
１１点半回了
以为我可以睡觉了
我睡不着
很紧张
不懂老公怎样的呢
不懂他会不会嫌弃我呢
还会担心会不会不来电
万一见面了我不喜欢他，还是他不喜欢我呢
结果两点多睡觉了
六点多醒了
因为我妹起来了
然后眼袋黑眼圈
很够力
悲哀

当天
早上去看了junior
不会很差
可是地位不保
担心他们
然后１１点就去搭巴士＋monorail
然后８个字到
看到喜欢的
不敢买
怕不够钱给唱K的
然后眼睛假假看不到
12点了
就去吃MCD
哇咧
多人到
就排队买了
千辛万苦找到位坐
然后一下子就打来说到了
紧张又兴奋
他找我没有,我看他没有
然后还是我看到他的
然后开始38了
第一印象
很不错
是指样子
不样衰
符合成熟稳重的来又有点搞笑
总之很满意很喜欢
赫赫
然后一直走一直聊天
我还担心冷场
还好没有
总之很开心
然后进K房时
看到耀哥跟丁丁
吓倒
还以为约好的
原来不是
赫赫
然后傻傻的进去就走下
他们都坐很远的说
就唱唱下射手进来
吓倒
他也来
赫赫
总之今天很开心
大概这样咯

感言
我真的认真的爱你的哦
完全没有在玩
所以我在担心
芒果可以证明哦
很担心哦
担心到哭了哦
还以为我大了不哭了
突然跟芒果说说就哭了
眼泪又来了
爱了却害怕失去真的很难受
不会说下去了

July04, 2009 boring day

long time din update tis blog di nor

haha

so boring

dono why my eyes bag so big

i adi sleep vy long le lor

how cum arh

sad nerh

ppl keep ask me y u look so tired

college life vy busy isit

actually not really busy lor

is a bit busy than last time secondary oni la

but i oso dono why i look so 'can'

omg

wat should i do

garnier eye cream oso cant cure

help

sad nerh

i dun1 look old arh

i still vy young wan leh

dun1 old dun1 old

June16, 2009 my feelings

I don't know what had happened recently

I just feel so upset and worry

about our friendship

will jus be end like that

I don't want to let this happen

Is it I did something wrong

Could you just tell me

I'm learning to be a better person

I apologize to you if i really made u angry me

so sorry

I really appreciate our relationship

maybe i said wrong something

but it is not from my heart

I didn't mean that

so sorry

I hope you can forgive me

and we can become as last days

hope you are not angry at me

I hope that is me think too much

009 June 09, 2009 Yanbong Gathering

yo yo yo

Yanbong Gathering
damn high
many many ppl go
haha
stu archer 9smth reach ts
so nervous zo mak gai
ts oso haven open yet
haha
ask me go early2
swt lor
lui me rush3
thn dim zi me arrive after u
means ur 1st supporter
swt lor
thn u tell me u dono how go monorail
walau eh
u in msn say u suk ts wor
no nid me teach wor
thn now
n u lie me lor
u say u 165
y same tall vf me
haha
thn go monorail thr bring xiao mao n xiao you
2 leng lui
me ugly2
haha
start 3838 in Rock Delights
thn hor funny lor
kidcy not billy arrive liao
he rush too
coz he tot meet at 11am
haha
he text archer say soli he woke up late
archer oso shock y late 11.30am mar
he arrive v oni tell him
haha
he damn kek
coz no eat mom breakfast thn get scold
thn he order ta fried rice
walau eh he said
tats oil vf rice but not fried rice
haha
since ta food not tasty
y tis restaurant so many ppl
thn 2 more leng lui arrive liao
thy not sure whether us inside onot
thn not dare cum in
v oso not sure thm
thn ta archer use vy ganas de eye 2 c thm
walau eh
scary
thn thy oso came in
haha
is ah xuan n bille
2 oso ps ps leh
thn v keep talk 2 thm
at las ah xuan talk smth
haha
flexible a bit
thn hor
wait3 long time liao
oso no ppl cum
damn boring le
until 12 smth oni 1 gang ppl cum 2geter
walau eh
ajak 2geter la
no ppl ajak i oso
haha
angry liao
is baobei, uu, roadtax, yao gor
haha
thn thy start 38 liao
i oso dono wat 2 say
diam liao leh
thn say take pic
thn ask me go sit beside bille
ok lor
i sit thr
thn take pic liao nor
thn hor bille din say a word de orh
me go thr she talk 2 me leh
walau eh
shong lor
haha
damn happy
thn chat3
deathmoon cum liao
walau eh
mcm i pukul u punya family
ur face so dark
ur eye can kill ppl
thn v take pic u oso dun1
walau eh
scary2
haha
4get say i giv u sign card
thx 4 u all guys like tat card
archer so nervous lor
whn i met him
straight ask me giv u c ta card
i adi take pic giv u c liao mar
still so nervous
thn ask me take out giv xiao mao c oso
xiao mao oso say u nervous
haha
continue
thn after tat deathmoon order liao yin yong
thn he said ta yinyong is bitter
so cham
order wrong thing
thn v chou qian c who sing 1st
haha
archer sing 1st
beh orh ngep zong
thn v oso go green box liao
thn c ding2 thr liao
ding2 leng lui
but at 1st i dono who is she
sha liao
she is a pretty gal mix vf japan
n she is a kind3 person
although she dono whr is kuchai lama
but she still fetch me home
thn make she dono how fetch uu, ah xuan n bille home
so ps orh
sry arh
thx a lots
love u
mwaaahsss
continue
thn 4get say whn v on ta way 2 ts v met jackzero
walau eh
in forum i tot jackzero is a small kid
dim zi he so
dai lou
hahaha
i tot yahooboss met his boss
funny leh
continue
thn me, ah xuan, bille, xiaomao go toilet
thn back 2 k room tat time bear mui cum liao
walau eh
lenglui shen cai hen hao
xian mu le
but u vy suk lor
u working in ts/sg wang izit
haha
no chance ask u lor
coz u go in thn vy high liao
thn deathmoon
walau eh
so geng
raper
haha
not rape arh
is rap orh
haha
nice3
but whn u sing cai jian er guo xiao si wo
hahaha
thn v oso vy high
ah xuan dun like sing psps thr
archer voice so nice say zou yin wang zi
pok u
me zou yin la
baobei oso
key so high say zou yin gong zhu
so bad2
boss vy vy vy 38 orh
keep on dance 2 entertain us
haha
happy
jackzero oso vy geng
wat song oso ngam
old old de can
new new de he oso kno
rap he oso can
geng
wear formal go sing
haha
opps
4get say ah cat n fren
haha coz thy cum thn sit thr diam2
thy dun bored
xiao you hav ta best voice among us
rmb her sha gua till now
all oso high high de
thn wan take cake out liao de
dim zi boss go toilet liao
haha cant take
thn dim zi he out frm toilet saw ta cake liao
haha
but he oso vy surprise n happy
haha
so 38 38
happy3
thn all go 3838 take pic chk ic
left bear mui, jackzero n deathmoon sing oni
k wong
geng lor thm
thn oso 3838 go home le
haha
thx agn ding2
love u baby

09 June 07, 2009 A sad night

at 1st i wan write bout yanbong gathering

but

2 reason

1st im so lonely 2nite

stay at home alone

2nd im so sad

jus got sum shock newzzz

i tot

thn he start vf her

thn he said like me

..

i nth 2 say le

anyway

i hav 4giv me

im not a hot temper

haha

coz he talking vf me

n doesnt look like will push me far away

hehe

thn tats good la

means i still got chance

hehe

but still sad

y he dun tell her he like me

n wan start vf me leh

sei zai bao