090901Break up

Hmm..
I break up with him for 3 days..
Why?
So many people ask me this question..
OMG..
Somemore my former boy friend also come and question me..
Actually..
We have a lot of problem between us..
But he didnt notice it..
And I told him before..
Then he choose to ignore all the problem..
And I chose to escape it..
I felt I have been release..
So free now..

I have forgotten to publish it~
Thats why today only post~

090830 BBQ Night

wow..
Raynor's open house~
Actually I dont know the purpose of going his open house..
Because is actually his brother Raymond's Birthday party..
But then I still going..
I off9 at 4.05pm..
Then i slowly bath..
I didnt notice that my phone had rung so many times..
Is called by Raynor..
OMG!!
He is arrived!!
And Im havent prepared to go yet..
Then i quickly change my costumes and ran down to Old Town..
Terry and I in his car..
We arrived so early~~
5.15pm we have arrived..
And of coarse we are the first guess..
Then boring sitting in the living room with the scary dog and talkative Terry..
Since is too boring of sitting there..
Raynor invite us to his room..
WOW~ neat and tidy room~
Compare to my room..
Mine is messy and dirty..
Haha..
Yoyo~
Then, raynor, terry and I go for a walk around Raynor's house..
At last carol, leon, aya, louis and his cousin came..
People grabbing foods..
Suddenly, left us BBQ-ing only..
I also dont know why..
Then Terry so gentle..
BBQ for us..
Leon so..
Only BBQ for Aya..
Bad and Evil Leon..
After eat, we went up to Raynor's room..
Lots of fun there..
They used Carol's name to msn Yik Heng and Kawai..
Kawai of coarse can notice that not Carol..
But Yik Heng seems like a bit blur..
But he knew at last..
Then Leon, Louis Terry keep F**king each other..
OMG!!
18SX~~
Haha..
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Then its time to sing birthday song..
We went down..
After singing, eating and playing..
Then we went home..
Leon fetch me home..
Arigato..

090827New Look

New look of my blog~
haha..
Recently, I have the mood to slowly decorate and editing my blog..
And of coarse I'll always update my blog..
Now, I have change my mind..
I would like to let my blog open to others..
Last time, I feel that, this is my privacy, I do not like people know I got a blog..
But the main reason is I do not want people know my private feelings..
Why I change my mind..
I also dont have the actual answer..
Im alwiz like that..
Think this think that..
Dont know what myself want..
Actually, Blog means dairy right? Why we must let people see our dairies?
And I dont know why people scolding in their own blog and let everybody see it?
Hmm, may be they have some fun on it..
But Im still wavering to show my blog to all my friends..
In the same way, I have given my blog link to few of my friends..
I dont know what I did is right or wrong..
May be I too mind about how people think of me..
Because friends and family is important for me..
I cant lose either one..
May be Im really the wrong one..

090826 A Rainy day

Today, so suddenly I have to talk on the class, but Kawai took over the post and talked in front Miz Jean.
I not really like the Miz Jean, because she is.. Erm.. dont know how to say.. Just a feel..
After the class, I was realised that the sky was so cloudy.
I was so worried that it would be heavy rain while I am waiting for my dad.
As the result, what I have worried, its come true.
I quickly ran back to Enterprise 3 to wait for my dad.
By the way, I have been waiting for my dad an hour with her.
In the same way, we did not talk more than 3 sentences.
I did not know why our relationship would become like that.
I felt so dissapointed on her just now, because she called her mom to fectch her when the rain starts.
This shows that when we are facing a problem, she will not choose to face and solve the problem with us but she will face and solve by herself and she will definitely leave us with the problem.
Until today August 26, 2009 I only notice that this is how she treat her friend.

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After writing this negative message, I feel that I shall think from her side, may be she is rushing of time.
I shall not blame on her so much.
She is who she is.
I can not change her.
Just let it be naturally flow.
I think I must train myself to become robotic.
Then, I do not have any feelings so that I need not worrying about this again.

090825 college life

I have started my second semester for quite a long time~
Hmm, a lot of things have changed~
What have changed?
Friendship..
Erm..
Dont ask me why again~
Today 4 people asked me the same question~
But I answered in 4 different ways~
I really dont understand that why both of you dont like me~
Now, I decided I dont mind that you see my blog and I dont care what you think of me~
Im who am I~
You just continue as you like~
I will continue enjoy my wonderful college life~
Dont have much mood to write~
Just stop here~
Bye~

090808 满月

2day i having malaysian studies quiz..
but i reli din study at all..
fri nite i jus c ta 1st chapter..
thn in my mind,
oh.. ta history..
thn i straight close liao..
no study..
coz no worries..
my history knowledge quite good mar..
thn reli..
ta quiz total 20 Qs..
i correct 16 Qs..
so means i wrong 4 Qs..
haha..
so happy nerh..
i tot i can go di de..
dim zhi ta lecturer teaching leh..
so swt man...
msn suddenly lost connection..
chatting vf fren half way de nerh..
chisin wan nerh..
thn i late go c darling..
giv darling wait me so long tim..
his plan gonna change too..
feel sorry nerh..
late nite di..
papa scolding..

090801 终于决定了

终于做了个决定
决定了要换班
每天对着她们两个都很悲哀
很开心
所以我终于听我朋友说要换班了
赫赫
开心
很爽
可是要怎样才可以不必载她呢
还是继续载呢
不晓得的说
赫赫
就这样吧
换了发型
换了新的感觉
不错下

今天去上课
无聊死
1个小时上完两个小时的课
哈哈
然后就回家
没得逛街
朋友要回吧生回怡保
鳗鱼又不可以
悲哀
那下个拜五咯
赫赫
不懂鳗鱼可以没有
等下问他
因为我真的想shopping买衣服
赫赫
可是我怕遇到她们
应该不会吧
赫赫
开心就好咯

这个礼拜要回外婆家帮忙
神诞到了
唉
悲哀
闷
今天晚上就要过去忙了
不知道是要忙多久呢
见不到老公了呢
想你的说
唉
我也想出
可是真的不能
过了神诞就可以了
赫赫
想老公

090724 考完试了哦

终于考完试了呢。。
可是明天还有课了呢。。
malaysian study呢。。
不是很想去呢。。
可是我skip了3个礼拜。。
所以。。
明天死死去咯。。
感觉很悲哀哦。。
一定很闷的咯。。
闷死了咯。。

今天一考完
不能回家睡觉
妈妈1点半才来
结果我打算自己回家的
然后给我朋友叫去mid valley
身痒
只有20块也敢出门
顶了2个礼拜没有用的红纸
今天
换来3张蓝小纸
你们说值得么
可是去吃了很久没有吃的MCD
哈哈
怀念
上次吃MCD是第一次见到老公的时候
很久了啦
order了才想起我今天有亲戚来
无言
搞到肚子痛了现在
你说怎么好
老公哦礼拜可能我会没有什么心情如果在痛的话
先说声不好意思咯
我朋友会以为我生气的
因为我不说话
可是刚刚我很多话
不懂做么
可能我太久没有跟他们说话吧
然后我们买了礼物给baby
是链链哦
手链，脚链，颈链
3条哦
不过才10块
结果我跑去选耳环
还选了很久
因为我都差不多喜欢
3对10块
哈哈
蛮开心的说哦
然后就随便逛逛就搭巴士回家了哦
赫赫
然后走路回家
很够力晒哦
弄到我整身汗
快快休息等汗干就去冲凉
结果说要睡觉都跑来开电脑
哈哈

然后老公篇
等巴士去mid valley那时哦
一点多
每次一点20左右老公的信息就到的
今天等了很久都没有
失望
以为老公不会信息我今天
哈哈
谁知3点46分
我在巴士上
回家哦
老公来了
哈哈哈
开心的说
最爱的老婆
哈哈
开心
so sweet nerh
没有抱抱哦
哈哈
想你的说
然后你接
我何尝不想
顿时无言
哈哈

090721 今天在家呢

昨天考了ＯＳＥ
今天一早起来读书
开了电脑就偷懒一下
看了鳗鱼的部落格
感觉她傻傻的
跟我一样爱乱想
现在没有事就好了哦

闷闷不乐中
喉咙还很痛
刚才一时忘记了
还去冲了milo喝
这是我的习惯啦
我最喜欢喝了
赫赫
改不了嘛
可是很热气
不过好过我喝咖啡啦
是不是先
赫赫

要读书哦
很懒哦
有点累累
妈妈说我不做运动会很肥哦
她自己又没有很瘦
我难得瘦了
她还一直要说我肥
自己血压高
医生叫你做运动就做啦
假假要我陪你做
我还有游泳的说
你没有哦
我还有要呼拉圈
你没有哦
没有运动还整天煮虾吃　
你的胆固醇不高就假

老公
想你的说
在做工
好像已经到放饭时间了哦
赫赫
吃饱没有
回不到你信息
可是我还是会期待你的信息
是不是很像傻婆
鳗鱼他们早一通完一通的
好像在谈虚幻爱情
我不喜欢的说
我每天只希望快快见到我老公
这样我就很满足了哦
赫赫
我妈妈说我人太容易满足了
什么都不追求
没有上进心
我觉得这叫不贪心
做人要自足啊
好了
我要读书了哦
>m<

090718 浪漫夜游一整晚

很开心的说
原本以为妈妈不给我出
原来她给的哦
很开心哦
早上去看我的junior比赛哦
他们很棒哦
赢了呢
很棒哦
都很齐哦
如果去参加zon bangsar我一定回去练你们
不管多辛苦我都会回去的哦
终于扳回一城
很引以为荣
果然是我的ＰＢＳＭ
超爱你们
搞camp记得叫我回去咯

然后哦
我５点就出门去搭巴士
准备去见老公哦
然后哦
我等了１小时
巴士都没有一辆
不爽了
跑去搭的士
的士佬就说什么那个bukit jalil有球赛
原来
生气哦
然后哦
他就载我去salak south咯
第一次去搭咯
怕怕下咯
然后快快ＳＭＳ老公看下
然后傻傻的就到了咯
还要等哦
也还好
一下火车我就心想要不要走过去的哦
因为很多人走那边
后来想到可能他们转车
就没有走了
就在那边等
哇
蚊子多到
我一直在那边跳来跳去
像傻婆一样
然后你就call我说你到了
原来真的要走过去的
然后就看到老公了哦
很开心哦
结果我们傻傻不会路
两个乱乱兜咯
然后我竟然回到我那区
好笑到
早知道我不用浪费７块咯
然后浪漫的游车河从天亮游到天黑
都还在游
原本不饿
都游到肚子饿
两个肚子饿得眼睛蒙蒙
竟然跟stadium擦肩而过
结果算了
再绕就下巴生吃肉骨茶
不然就去吃怡保河粉了
哈哈
结果我们很快就回到ＫＬ了
到我家先
当然没有回家
我们去了不知道哪里吃火锅
蛮不错的说
可是没有我吃火锅最喜欢的海鲜豆腐呢
有点小失望的说
然后老公还抱抱我的说
好开心哦
好喜欢老公抱抱的说
好喜欢的原因是老公的身体很热哦
哈哈
所以抱到很爽咯
希望还有机会哦
赫赫
很开心的一个晚上
期待这个星期的约会
爱你哦

090717 开心还是难过？

今天回去看我的junior..
他们都有进步了。。
很好噢。。
很开心的说。。
然后我跟justin去喝茶。。
哈哈。。
幸好他请我喝。。
不然我没有钱给。。
因为我没有带到钱包。。
傻傻的。。
出门没有带钱包都可以。。
厉害到我。。
然后我跟他说我有男朋友的事。。
他也跟我说他有女朋友的事。。
哈哈。。
他还叫他女友开webcam给我看。。
我说很美哦，你赚到咯。。
然后他竟然说不要看她脸尖尖的。。
其实她很肥~~
够力。。
这样说他女朋友都可以的。。
justin这个白痴佬哦。。
竟然带两个laptop出门。。
结果他一个我一个。。
一起上网。。
网速不错下。。
没有想到。。
然后跟大家在group chat水~
哈哈。。
时间很快过。。
然后我就回家了咯。。

没有想到回家上线不久老公就来了呢
赫赫
很开心的说
话说突然上不到ＭＳＮ是很气的一件事
很气一下咯
很无言咯
为什么MSN喜欢作弄我
好悲哀的说

090716悲哀么？

几天没有update了
因为我都同样觉得我很幸福
很庆幸他一直都在
今天写当然不是因为他不在
只是因为我多了一些感觉
我怕把这些感觉忘掉
我赶紧写了下来
因为我不想忘掉漏掉你的任何东西

突然觉得自己好像越来越想你的说
不晓得为什么
感觉逐渐强烈
因此很多事情我都更在乎了
昨天给鳗鱼反问了一句
她说难道你不会想听他声音么
看了她这句
我第一个反应是傻眼
因为我跟他在一起
我从来没有想过要跟他讲电话
顿时不晓得要怎样回她
我就乱说了一些钱的问题
一直想为什么我没有要听他声音的欲望呢
为什么我只期待他MSN那刻呢
好奇怪哦
以前我会像鳗鱼一样怪自己的男友没有打给自己
为什么这次我不会呢
我一直说我长大了
我真的长大了吗
可是我发觉我的欲望不是在听声音
而是我会特别期待每个拜六礼拜
因为可以见到他
这个礼拜比较不一样
虽然说早说好了这个礼拜不出
可是却突然因为彼此的想念而打算出了
后来都因为各自有各自的忙不能出了
原本很兴奋
却因为一句我的心情跌入谷底
算了吧
打起精神读书好过
期待我考完试那个星期
或许我要的不是那不切实际的声音
因为我要的是见到我的爱人
好悲哀哦
好想见你哦
唉

090713 去mid valley

今天原本打算在家读书的
雯琦叫我去mid valley唱K
我就出了
因为好久没有跟她聊天出街了
还不错开心下咯
然后
天大雷劈
老公泻肚子了
为什么会这样
你吃了什么来
竟然还去工作
你不会泻到没力
怪人
我知道你会少100块
可是不辛苦么
疼疼你哦
唱Ｋ都没有什么心情
我没有把我恋爱了告诉我朋友哦
我不想跟她说
等下她又来乱说话
唉
算了
不要理她了
老公
你怎样了呢
又说晚上聊
还不见你来
还在泻么
担心你哦
我可不可以信息你呢
担心你的说


刚刚读了鳗鱼的部落格
她占有欲很强的说呢
我以前也是这样
有意思
怎么那么像我呢
鳗鱼小姐哦
要捉住男人的人
不是消极的埋怨
不是一味地抱怨
而是体谅
你要站在他角度想
不要一直认为你付出了他就应该回报
如果爱情真的是卖菜那样可简单了
既然都那么爱他了
就学会体谅跟付出
我相信他能感觉的出
他会有回家的一天
毕竟大家还只是一个孩子
给点时间大家慢慢安定下来
还有哦
既然那么爱他
不要希望自己能够改变一个男人哦
那是不可能的哦
如果你想要他改变那你要重新考虑你对他的感觉了
就好像我
我不会想要ＴＡＮＧ为我改变
因为我就是喜欢这样的他
改变了就不是他了
我也不喜欢了哦

090712 Taman Permaisuri

心情
aiyer
今天真的去了哦
沒有想到呢
好開心哦

情形
我自己搭LRT
aiyer
我很笨哦
沒有搭過轉車的說
就亂來買了chan sow lin
原來直接買miharja
好害羞
竟然買錯了
還好我還會跟老公說
然後原來我三姑姐的家就是愛人住得flat那邊
哈哈
我回家的時候才知道
很笨哦
然後我們傻傻的摸路去
結果老公說應該到了
可是我看到是體育館
尊孔還有運動會
然後我們都不懂是不是Taman Permaisuri
管它吧
有地方走走看看就好了
亂走
真的很大
美就還好
芒果還說很美
傻傻的
然後走了累了就走下聊天
聊好久哦
傻傻的
哈哈

感想
我們
又過了
充實又幸福美滿
的一天
赫赫
好開心的一天哦
不懂几時還可以這樣出了
都要考試了
悲哀
我不要考
哈哈
傻傻的
真的好開心的一天
想你

090711ＴＳ一日游

前夕
今天是很值得期待的一天
我为了消眼袋
特地早早睡觉两天
结果昨晚我１１点进去睡
结果睡不着
挂住老公
１１点半回了
以为我可以睡觉了
我睡不着
很紧张
不懂老公怎样的呢
不懂他会不会嫌弃我呢
还会担心会不会不来电
万一见面了我不喜欢他，还是他不喜欢我呢
结果两点多睡觉了
六点多醒了
因为我妹起来了
然后眼袋黑眼圈
很够力
悲哀

当天
早上去看了junior
不会很差
可是地位不保
担心他们
然后１１点就去搭巴士＋monorail
然后８个字到
看到喜欢的
不敢买
怕不够钱给唱K的
然后眼睛假假看不到
12点了
就去吃MCD
哇咧
多人到
就排队买了
千辛万苦找到位坐
然后一下子就打来说到了
紧张又兴奋
他找我没有,我看他没有
然后还是我看到他的
然后开始38了
第一印象
很不错
是指样子
不样衰
符合成熟稳重的来又有点搞笑
总之很满意很喜欢
赫赫
然后一直走一直聊天
我还担心冷场
还好没有
总之很开心
然后进K房时
看到耀哥跟丁丁
吓倒
还以为约好的
原来不是
赫赫
然后傻傻的进去就走下
他们都坐很远的说
就唱唱下射手进来
吓倒
他也来
赫赫
总之今天很开心
大概这样咯

感言
我真的认真的爱你的哦
完全没有在玩
所以我在担心
芒果可以证明哦
很担心哦
担心到哭了哦
还以为我大了不哭了
突然跟芒果说说就哭了
眼泪又来了
爱了却害怕失去真的很难受
不会说下去了

July04, 2009 boring day

long time din update tis blog di nor

haha

so boring

dono why my eyes bag so big

i adi sleep vy long le lor

how cum arh

sad nerh

ppl keep ask me y u look so tired

college life vy busy isit

actually not really busy lor

is a bit busy than last time secondary oni la

but i oso dono why i look so 'can'

omg

wat should i do

garnier eye cream oso cant cure

help

sad nerh

i dun1 look old arh

i still vy young wan leh

dun1 old dun1 old

June16, 2009 my feelings

I don't know what had happened recently

I just feel so upset and worry

about our friendship

will jus be end like that

I don't want to let this happen

Is it I did something wrong

Could you just tell me

I'm learning to be a better person

I apologize to you if i really made u angry me

so sorry

I really appreciate our relationship

maybe i said wrong something

but it is not from my heart

I didn't mean that

so sorry

I hope you can forgive me

and we can become as last days

hope you are not angry at me

I hope that is me think too much

009 June 09, 2009 Yanbong Gathering

yo yo yo

Yanbong Gathering
damn high
many many ppl go
haha
stu archer 9smth reach ts
so nervous zo mak gai
ts oso haven open yet
haha
ask me go early2
swt lor
lui me rush3
thn dim zi me arrive after u
means ur 1st supporter
swt lor
thn u tell me u dono how go monorail
walau eh
u in msn say u suk ts wor
no nid me teach wor
thn now
n u lie me lor
u say u 165
y same tall vf me
haha
thn go monorail thr bring xiao mao n xiao you
2 leng lui
me ugly2
haha
start 3838 in Rock Delights
thn hor funny lor
kidcy not billy arrive liao
he rush too
coz he tot meet at 11am
haha
he text archer say soli he woke up late
archer oso shock y late 11.30am mar
he arrive v oni tell him
haha
he damn kek
coz no eat mom breakfast thn get scold
thn he order ta fried rice
walau eh he said
tats oil vf rice but not fried rice
haha
since ta food not tasty
y tis restaurant so many ppl
thn 2 more leng lui arrive liao
thy not sure whether us inside onot
thn not dare cum in
v oso not sure thm
thn ta archer use vy ganas de eye 2 c thm
walau eh
scary
thn thy oso came in
haha
is ah xuan n bille
2 oso ps ps leh
thn v keep talk 2 thm
at las ah xuan talk smth
haha
flexible a bit
thn hor
wait3 long time liao
oso no ppl cum
damn boring le
until 12 smth oni 1 gang ppl cum 2geter
walau eh
ajak 2geter la
no ppl ajak i oso
haha
angry liao
is baobei, uu, roadtax, yao gor
haha
thn thy start 38 liao
i oso dono wat 2 say
diam liao leh
thn say take pic
thn ask me go sit beside bille
ok lor
i sit thr
thn take pic liao nor
thn hor bille din say a word de orh
me go thr she talk 2 me leh
walau eh
shong lor
haha
damn happy
thn chat3
deathmoon cum liao
walau eh
mcm i pukul u punya family
ur face so dark
ur eye can kill ppl
thn v take pic u oso dun1
walau eh
scary2
haha
4get say i giv u sign card
thx 4 u all guys like tat card
archer so nervous lor
whn i met him
straight ask me giv u c ta card
i adi take pic giv u c liao mar
still so nervous
thn ask me take out giv xiao mao c oso
xiao mao oso say u nervous
haha
continue
thn after tat deathmoon order liao yin yong
thn he said ta yinyong is bitter
so cham
order wrong thing
thn v chou qian c who sing 1st
haha
archer sing 1st
beh orh ngep zong
thn v oso go green box liao
thn c ding2 thr liao
ding2 leng lui
but at 1st i dono who is she
sha liao
she is a pretty gal mix vf japan
n she is a kind3 person
although she dono whr is kuchai lama
but she still fetch me home
thn make she dono how fetch uu, ah xuan n bille home
so ps orh
sry arh
thx a lots
love u
mwaaahsss
continue
thn 4get say whn v on ta way 2 ts v met jackzero
walau eh
in forum i tot jackzero is a small kid
dim zi he so
dai lou
hahaha
i tot yahooboss met his boss
funny leh
continue
thn me, ah xuan, bille, xiaomao go toilet
thn back 2 k room tat time bear mui cum liao
walau eh
lenglui shen cai hen hao
xian mu le
but u vy suk lor
u working in ts/sg wang izit
haha
no chance ask u lor
coz u go in thn vy high liao
thn deathmoon
walau eh
so geng
raper
haha
not rape arh
is rap orh
haha
nice3
but whn u sing cai jian er guo xiao si wo
hahaha
thn v oso vy high
ah xuan dun like sing psps thr
archer voice so nice say zou yin wang zi
pok u
me zou yin la
baobei oso
key so high say zou yin gong zhu
so bad2
boss vy vy vy 38 orh
keep on dance 2 entertain us
haha
happy
jackzero oso vy geng
wat song oso ngam
old old de can
new new de he oso kno
rap he oso can
geng
wear formal go sing
haha
opps
4get say ah cat n fren
haha coz thy cum thn sit thr diam2
thy dun bored
xiao you hav ta best voice among us
rmb her sha gua till now
all oso high high de
thn wan take cake out liao de
dim zi boss go toilet liao
haha cant take
thn dim zi he out frm toilet saw ta cake liao
haha
but he oso vy surprise n happy
haha
so 38 38
happy3
thn all go 3838 take pic chk ic
left bear mui, jackzero n deathmoon sing oni
k wong
geng lor thm
thn oso 3838 go home le
haha
thx agn ding2
love u baby

09 June 07, 2009 A sad night

at 1st i wan write bout yanbong gathering

but

2 reason

1st im so lonely 2nite

stay at home alone

2nd im so sad

jus got sum shock newzzz

i tot

thn he start vf her

thn he said like me

..

i nth 2 say le

anyway

i hav 4giv me

im not a hot temper

haha

coz he talking vf me

n doesnt look like will push me far away

hehe

thn tats good la

means i still got chance

hehe

but still sad

y he dun tell her he like me

n wan start vf me leh

sei zai bao

June 07, 2009 A sleepy morning

morning adi

but i vy sleepy

i wan sleep

but my family wake me up di

i cant sleep back

my weakness

haha

2day thy go kuantan play

i stay at home alone

but she dono

she tot im at my fren's hse

coz my fren wan go learn car drive

no ppl at her hse oso

how go her hse jek

thn i mar stay in my hse lor

but i thk 2day i wun stay home whole day

il go out 2 ta yanbong gathering

my mom oso kno tat

she juz ask me dun b late home

haha

u went off di

who cares m i late?

i thk i hav 2 prepare else im goin 2 late

June 07,2009 A boring midnight

is a boring midnight

cant sleep

sot liao

waiting sumone?

nope

i dun thk i love him

haha

he cum bolo $$ frm me

so swt

i oso bankrup

ltr morning go chg number le

yeeepeee

thn can sms vf daren le

no nid pay so much $$

but i vy stu

dono how 2 set super sms

hmm

ta digi ppl will help me?

dun thk so lor

so hao si meh

y i alwiz wan act 38 de

actually i attitude not like tat

but mayb im used 2 b like tat

so evry1 thk im like tat

if i suddenly chg back my real personal

thy tot im angry

actually im not

actually im being opposite of my real personality

i oso dono y il bcum like tat

i dun like smile

im pessimistic

i alwiz thk in a negative way

i kno wat my weakness is

tats y i create a new personality of me

but i couldnt chg

i wan 2 b myself

actually i like 2 cry

does any1 kno?

no1 can un me..