Today, so suddenly I have to talk on the class, but Kawai took over the post and talked in front Miz Jean.
I not really like the Miz Jean, because she is.. Erm.. dont know how to say.. Just a feel..
After the class, I was realised that the sky was so cloudy.
I was so worried that it would be heavy rain while I am waiting for my dad.
As the result, what I have worried, its come true.
I quickly ran back to Enterprise 3 to wait for my dad.
By the way, I have been waiting for my dad an hour with her.
In the same way, we did not talk more than 3 sentences.
I did not know why our relationship would become like that.
I felt so dissapointed on her just now, because she called her mom to fectch her when the rain starts.
This shows that when we are facing a problem, she will not choose to face and solve the problem with us but she will face and solve by herself and she will definitely leave us with the problem.
Until today August 26, 2009 I only notice that this is how she treat her friend.
===================================================================
After writing this negative message, I feel that I shall think from her side, may be she is rushing of time.
I shall not blame on her so much.
She is who she is.
I can not change her.
Just let it be naturally flow.
I think I must train myself to become robotic.
Then, I do not have any feelings so that I need not worrying about this again.
没有评论:
发表评论