terry is not around for 1 day plus..

T.T
Life without Terry is hard to survive for me..
>,<
Really miss Terry..
I dont know why Il miss him so much..
As we used to do not meet for 1 or 2 days in a week..
But I not really miss him on those time..
My loves to him is getting increase?
May be it is one of the reasons..

Missing him by playing NDS
Missing him by listening MP4
Missing him by listening his favorite songs
Missing him by day dreaming
Missing him by seeing calendar
Missing him by using the mouse
Missing him by wearing the clothes
Missing him by smelling the champignon
Missing him by waiting him on skype

And lots of stupid things I'm doing right now which I wouldn't do it in my daily life..
I'm thinking of why I didn't take some of his clothes back to accompany me?
This idea has proven how stupid am I in depth love on Terry..

I don't have any mood to celebrate CNY,
I don't even willing to clean up my house, but I forced to..
I don't really like to see calendar unless I have to..
But now I'm counting when will Terry back to Malaysia..
And on the same time,
I'm seeing the clock and start counting every hours every minutes and every seconds..
I really feel that the time is passing slower than ever as I live without Terry..
I don't feel I'm really stupid on doing these stuff as I love you more than I can say..

I have a lots to say.. But it isn't can be written it all as I want..
There are lots of feeling in my heart is really hard to describe..

In short, all my un-say-able feelings are all about

Ich liebe dich, Tonio!